Today, who is my person?

All those constant reminders that living in the NOW is the most important thing in life, is probably the best rule to live by. Going to bed tonight and realizing that today was a good day and peacefully slipping away into dream land is a good and wise “last thought to have”. I think.

I ponder sometimes, do Politicians, Teachers, Presidents, Students and probably even researchers trying to find a cure for Cancer, DO THEY EVER GO THERE?-THE WANTING, TO GIVE UP PART?

Now and again that chemical in our brains go off, the one that reminds us of our weaker self. Recently I have had too much of that.
Less shows, less interaction on social media and no radio play which means less shows and less crowd interaction which I absolutely love. The rush of performing live. Eish, NOTHING beats that feeling but is this a big enough reason to give up?

I have never really met a normal or how I would like to call it a “no one person” before. Even my dog Dinky Toy has reason being here.
We are all here to do something. Sometimes I question mine, my person.

Is this it?
Is this where I say
Is this my cue

as the grey fills up the empty spaces
I slowly start seeing it
it was me all along
my person
looking back at me
like chess
I have been waiting for my own move.

Love Tailor
x

3 thoughts on “Today, who is my person?

  1. I think if you knew how many people your music has touched, how your lyrics have pulled them through the darkest of times, and how your hope and determination gives them hope and courage. You would maybe keep going forward, keep creating amazing music that brings intense joy and love to people. Your process from Dark to Light has already proved that though things might seem dark at the time there is always a light at the end of the tunnel, always a helping hand reaching down to help you. Keep being amazing Tailor, don’t let your mind pull you down. x

    I honestly believe you are destined for an incredible music career, your talent surpasses any that I have heard.

  2. After reading this post..i wish i could give you a hug and say that we are all human…we all go through this at some point. I know I have gone through that way to much! Never give up…I believe in you…I really do…you are amazing!

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