Today, who is my person?

All those constant reminders that living in the NOW is the most important thing in life, is probably the best rule to live by. Going to bed tonight and realizing that today was a good day and peacefully slipping away into dream land is a good and wise “last thought to have”. I think.

I ponder sometimes, do Politicians, Teachers, Presidents, Students and probably even researchers trying to find a cure for Cancer, DO THEY EVER GO THERE?-THE WANTING, TO GIVE UP PART?

Now and again that chemical in our brains go off, the one that reminds us of our weaker self. Recently I have had too much of that.
Less shows, less interaction on social media and no radio play which means less shows and less crowd interaction which I absolutely love. The rush of performing live. Eish, NOTHING beats that feeling but is this a big enough reason to give up?

I have never really met a normal or how I would like to call it a “no one person” before. Even my dog Dinky Toy has reason being here.
We are all here to do something. Sometimes I question mine, my person.

Is this it?
Is this where I say
Is this my cue

as the grey fills up the empty spaces
I slowly start seeing it
it was me all along
my person
looking back at me
like chess
I have been waiting for my own move.

Love Tailor


You have more time in your day when you wake up at 5 am.

So I learned as I woke up at 7am. “This is the last time I am getting fake tips on my nails, oh and I forgot to buy coffee for the house.”
These were my 7am thoughts…

But as the day progressed, I realized that my brain was on fire again and I needed to do something about it.
I suffer from anxiety or maybe I am just a really big over thinker, but I knew for sure that my brain was on fire…again.

Being a sufferer from Encephalitis, I strangely became aware of the headaches and sore eyes. If you were wondering what Encephalitis is (my laptop has spelt it incorrectly three times already) it is when your brain is swollen and basically on fire. One can die if not caught early enough or end up with brain damage.

Now 5 pm sitting in my living room, having just watched both Sex And The City movies. I think to myself, what if this was my last day?
But then, my brain quickly skips to the dinner date I have planned for my husband and I, at our favorite pizza place and just like that I am at peace with my thoughts again.

If this was my last day the message to myself will be this, when you wake up at 5am or in my case 7am you get so much more done.

try it.


LIGHT has been nominated for a SAMA!

My album “LIGHT” has been nominated for a SAMA (South African Music Award) in the category “Best Alternative Album”. Thank you to everyone for always believing in me and continue to walk this journey with me.

You can watch the making of “LIGHT” brought to you by Orphen Films right here.

Thank you to Orphen Films for bringing the story to life.


With love from Tailor…X

Dear fans, listeners and friends…. Where does one start? I guess at the very beginning, in that way you truly comprehend the ending. Or shall we say the middle, as no one knows where we are on our way to or where the road will end. Life is beautiful. I am realizing this simple fact more often.

I have just downloaded a 1920’s french album straight off iTUNES. Lit a scented candle, washed the dishes and now I am blogging for the first time in almost a year. I have made a collage of my favorite moments of 2014 but also added pictures of the last two years. I have come to appreciate the NOW, as I truly comprehend MY begging. Dots are to be connected and I am connecting them one dot at a time. Sometimes a spesific dot refuses to be connected to another, but asking why and questioning it, makes that specific dot less ego driven and eventually melts or connects into the one that follows.


Above is a picture of two of the most loveliest people in my life, my best friend and sister. I thought to share this picture as they have been the biggest blessings in my life. I therefor take this opportunity to celebrate them and to say thank you!

I received a great opportunity to share the stage with the most amazing musician I have come across, Cat Power. What a woman. I learned so much from her. Even though we only got to spend so little time together before the show I think the thing that I took away from our conversations was how to trust yourself more. Listening to your heart and always following your own gut. she was nothing but Grace.

I have started writing new material and I am so excited about the sound……..I guess you now just have to wait and see what I come up with next.
Much Love
Here are some more pictures of my favorite moments…..all my dots.




Diary Blog- Part 3

Hi Fans

I think the last time I blogged, I was still trying to shake off Cape Town energy from my heart. Moving to a new place is a challenge. It most definitely toughens you up and prepares you for the new journey that’s ahead. I think human beings hate change but one thing is for sure, we are built for it.

“New air, new sounds and  a lot of new friends. Leaving the past behind , but keeping your gifts close by”.

I have been in studio for the last month or two with producer Fabian Sing.It’s been a great and blessed process. Writing and arranging is much diffrent to what it was with the previous record. I guess, the more years go by, you start reconising what works and what doesnt.

I want to make an album that I would buy. An album that is fun but that can still whisper answers of inspiration. I mean, that for me, is a good record!

Someone asked me the other day, “Do you think this new album will have longevity” ? To be honest, I didint know how to answer that question. One thing I have learnt is that it’s so important living in the NOW. I have  huge difficulty living in the NOW. I think most of us do….

“LIGHT” which is the title to my second record, is a testimony of my journey. My new journey at least, the one where I am forced to live in the NOW. 

I have been escaping since the age of BORN. I had to. I would escape listening to music just like someone  would escape to drugs or alcohol. My way of escaping was through living up in my head ALL the time. I wasn’t aware of my problem. But through these last few months, I have become my own teacher my own guidance. My new journey has made reality more real. I was reborn at age 28.

I love growing…don’t you?

Much Love.

Counting down the days to LIGHT……T X


Video Diary – Part 2


Video Diary – Part 1


Tailor – Dreamcatcher (Acoustic Version of LCNVL collaboration)


LCNL ft. Tailor – Dreamcatcher (OFFICIAL Music Video)



Tailor – Indian (OFFICIAL Music Video)